Creating a Heart from Snow

The snow tricked me
I thought it was icicles and powder
But it was actually dense weight
Crushing the day
So even when I was most awake
I never felt alive
Can you turn this pain
Into something beautiful?
Because I’m tired of trying
And would rather write a story
About an elf that lives under a couch
And steals all the change
To buy himself a trip to Hawaii
To escape the snow