Definition of I Am

I am an explosion of white noise
A static sound of grown up toys
I am the cancer in your system
I tell time by the angle I'm standing
That last breath before drowning
The foxhole you crouch down in
I am the air shaft of post-puberty
I am the dark cloud over you and me
The sweat in your eyes at your big break
The chance to survive your worst mistake
I am the tooth you lost to stop smiling
I am the number you know you should not be dialing
I am pepper spray on a peaceful protest
I am your worst fears as you take your best guess
I am the police raiding an organic mart
I am the actor cast in the wrong part
I am white like Frank Black
I live with the now
Knowing who I am can not be taken back