Dreams of Spiderwebs

She would wear a ribbon in her hair
So that I could spot her walking
She would always make excuses
For her unnatural bleeding
And I had survived on noodles long enough
To make myself a skeleton
I had shot myself for fun that time
I learned her name without letters
We shot billboards with a long lens
And even though she had no arms to hold me
She made sure that I would always knows
That she's never let go